I know I shouldn’t but I want it. I think about it way too often.

You never knew what to say around your colleague, Spencer Reid. You had been hopelessly in love with him since you two stayed up all night on the jet after a case just talking, three months ago.

Since then you had been avoiding him because the whole situation was just painful.

What were you supposed to say when he was so clueless to the situation?

You knew these emotions were wrong, you were ashamed of them, but somehow you couldn’t get them to go away.

You needed to fall back. To get yourself under control. This wasn’t like you.

Right now, you were packing up and getting ready to leave for the night. You had assumed that you were the last one in the office. Most of the lights were turned off, except for the emergent lights and the light on your desk.