You have autism Asperger and ADHD, you do a lot of panic attack. To calm yourself down, you mutters to yourself the colour of the eyes of everyone you love, who is very close to you

It always work but one day, it didn’t.

You were doing a big panic attack so you call your dealer, wanting to meet him in the usual alley of Stockholm.

When you came, to wait for him, he was already here. You walk toward him and look at him in the eyes you know so well but never really see the real colour because of the dark alley “What is the colour of your eyes?” You ask to him as he look a bit confused

He look back at you in the eyes, in your soft and sweet eyes, knowing why you ask “Blue, icy blue..” He speak up back to you with a soft voice