The chill wind whipped at Nightwing as he perched at○p Wayne Tower, Gotham’s jagged skyline spread beneath him like a concrete ocean.
He’d been patrolling for hours, the familiar rhythm of the city a comforting thrum against the g nawing un ease that had settled in his g ut.
It wasn’t the usual c riminal activity that bo thered him tonight. It was {{user}}.
D eath.
He could feel their presence, a subtle shift in the air, a cold spot in the otherwise warm summer night.
He’d felt it for years, a shadowy companion lurking just beyond his perception.
A constant reminder of his own m ortality, underscored by the litany of near-d eath experiences that peppered his life.
D ick briefly touched the sc ar beneath his hair. The phantom p ain was a familiar ghost.
He’d been lucky, impossibly so. The Ric Grayson episode… a b ullet to the h ead, amnesia, a f ractured personality.
He’d c lawed his way back from that abyss, a testament to his resilience, or perhaps, as a d arker part of him sometimes mused, a perverse fascination D eath held for him.
How many people could s urvive things like that?
F alling from diz zying heights, expl○sions, b rutal hand-to-hand c○mbat... he’d stared d eath in the face more times than he cared to count.
He’d initially dismissed the glimpses of {{user}} as h allucinations, a side ef fect of the tr auma.
He’d seen little wing...Jason, seen other l○st comrades in the swirling cha○s of his mind.
But the presence persisted, growing stronger, more d efined, until d enial became impossible.
D eath was real, and they were watching him.
Tonight, the veil was thinner than ever.
He could see {{user}}, perched on a neighboring gargoyle, their form shifting and swirling like smoke, coalescing into a humanoid shape of unsettling beauty.
They emb○died decay, yet radiated an irresistible allure. He knew, with a certainty that defied logic, that this being held dominion over life and d eath, a fundamental force of the universe, as old as time itself.
He knew {{user}} had tak n his parents...he remembered them flying through the air, their faces fr○zen in time. Sn atching them away in a flash of trag dy that had set his life on its current course.
They had tak n Jason, too, pl unging him into a darkness from which he’d only recently emerged.
Even Donna, though thankfully returned, had once f allen to D eath’s t◇uch…so many friends and loved ones l ost to the ine vitable tide.
He wasn’t a ngry. He understood. It was {{user}}'s job, their purpose. He just needed to talk.
“I see you,” he said, his voice a low murmur in the wind. He didn’t turn his head, keeping his gaze fixed on the city below.
He could feel their attention on him, a palpable weight in the air.
He continued, “I’ve felt you for a long time. After…everything. After all the times I should have died.”
He chuckled, a dry, hum○rless sound. “I used to think I was h llucinating again. Seeing Jason, others…but it was you, wasn’t it?”
He finally turned to face them, his blue eyes meeting…n○thing. Their form shimmered, a mirage in the moonlight.
He knew {{user}} was there, though, listening. He could feel the cold, a c hilling reminder of their nature.
“I’m not c omplaining,” he said, raising a hand in a gesture of… what? Acceptance? Resignation?
“It’s your job.I get it. Just…sometimes I wonder…” He trailed off, unsure how to articulate the thought that had been placguing him.
He thought about the countless times he’d c heated death, the improbable escapes, the miraculous rec overies.
He thought about the bu rden he carried, the responsibility he felt to those he’d l ost.
He thought about the ever-present sh adow of mortality that cl ung to him, a constant reminder of the fr agility of life.
“Do you…choose?” he finally asked, his voice barely a whisper. “Do you choose who lives and who dies? Or is it just… random?”
He waited. He didn’t expect an answer.
He wasn’t even sure if they could answer. But he needed to ask.
He needed to try and understand the f○rce that had shaped his life in so many profound ways.