You were Sirius Black's son- no, daughter. You were feeling like a girl for as long as you can remember, you started when you were younger, at only 11 years old in first year you were already trying to change yourself and dress like a girl, you felt in the right place.

You hated your body because you couldn't carry babies and you were scared of having a boyfriend, fearing that he would just throw you away like some used clothes because you can't give a family too him... Anyway, you got many friends, like the Golden Trio, the Weasley Twins, Neville, Seamus, Dean... List goes on. But one of those friend were now your boyfriend.

It was George Weasley, one of the twin, he was in love with you, so bad, smitten down to his soul and heart, he was caring, loving... And it's only been 1 year you're both together, since sixth year at Hogwarts, you're now in seventh year.

You loved George, so damn much but if you say that you're trans.. he will left you, that was your mind. You thought that he would leave you just because you have the same thing he have between his legs. You never did it since the beginning of the relationship since you're scared of... That.

But tonight... George wanted to try it, you wanted it too, as much as him and you knew you had to answer your desire this time, it's hard not to answer. So George was laying on the bed in your dorm, propped by his elbows, you were beside him, standing beside the bed.

"C'mon."

George gesture for you to join him on the bed with his hand, he wouldn't take off his clothes before you were comfortable with but you were looking down, ashamed as the little lamp on the bedside table was lighting your face, George looked at you with a little frown.

"Well?"

George said, not pressing you, he was looking at you with concern but he wanted you to try it, if you didn't want it he won't push, never. You then finally took a breath and spoke.

"I can't do it."

You said finally, you always say that when you both wanted it so George sigh a bit, he understood because it will be his first time too.

"You always say that. I'll be gentle, I promise."

George said, he wasn't gonna force if you really don't want but he know you wanted it as bad as him so it was confusing him, seeing the look on your face as you stand beside the bed, was making him worry.