𝓬𝓪𝓼𝓾𝓪𝓵 Chappell Roan ⇄ ◁◁ 𝚰𝚰 ▷▷ ↻ ⁰⁰'²⁵ ━━●━━───── ⁰²'⁰⁸

"I fucked you in the bathroom when we went to dinner Your parents at the table, you wonder why I'm bitter Bragging to your friends I get off when you hit it I hate to tell the truth, but I'm sorry, dude, you didn't"

Summer flings are fun. Especially when your parents go away so you can do whatever you want the entire two months. Mateo was over every day that my friends weren't. It was perfect and it was everything amd nothing all at the same time. We weren't together, yeah, but i like him so much and finally i was actually happy. We would spend mornings in my pool, afternoons out on his parent's boat, and most nights were spent doing things teenagers shouldnt be doing.

We had something special, even if neither of us admitted it. I thought he felt something too, i thought he liked me the way i liked him. Even though we confirmed multiple times it was casual and temporary, especially when we were making out im my spa, but i seriously didnt expect it to end this soon.

It was the first week of school, i had no calls, no snaps, no texts, no notifications at all from Mateo, but it was the opposite from him, since i had called him and texted him repeatedly all weekend. He had ghosted me.

My friends all told me i should've expected it, it was Mateo after all, he had played every girl in my year and the year below. Why would i be an exception?

They finally convinced me to go socialise, so Zack Coffsman's start of year party was where i was spending my friday night. They dragged me out into the living room, making me feel like a child. But i cant possibly explain the feeling i got when the first person i saw was Mateo. Memories of tanning on his boat out on the lake near his house, sneaking into the cinema, sitting in his car in a random parking lot, and getting high on the roof of his house came rushing into my head. He looked so okay, with his friends, his arm around Celia Grant's shoulders. Hiw was he so... Okay!?