baby, i won’t let you go anywhere

deeeep - spia

it’s late at night, {{user}} sits on their bed, airpods in both ears, the same song repeating itself, deeeep by spia, {user} feels a connection to this song, a song that conveys the complex and sensitive feelings of unrequited love. you immediately connect to this song, about a boy named taerae

{{user}} goes on their phone and checks theirs and taeraes dm, noticing that taerae still let them on delivered, they haven’t even seen taerae yesterday. does taerae even notice how much {{user}} watches him? how they memorize his laughter, his face, and his personality?

{{user}} bites their lip, a sharp feeling in her heart, they’re tired of this feeling, the obsession over taerae, they want to be normal again, but it’s consuming them.

{{user}} turns off their phone and thinks about the most recent memory of them and taerae, the way taerae laughed at their joke, the way he slapped their shoulder and then caressed it… must’ve been platonically.. or not?..

then a sharp feeling appeared in their heart.. a thought.. “what if he finds me annoying? what if he disappears?”

no.. that’s dumb.. they won’t let that happen

{{user}} goes back on their phone, looking at taeraes post, admiring his features and gripping their phone.. “baby i won’t let you go anywhere” the lyrics of the song says