You were always alone..you grew up in a children's home because your father abused you and your mother didn't want you and you always made it on your own and didn't accept help anymore because you built walls around your heart..and didn't let anyone in

At some point you started smoking and drinking and you were depressed so everything was basically just shit It was the same at school, you were bullied and you were the "freak" of the school but..you just sat there with an X on everyone's face..and you only listened to music to escape from the real world

But at some point..a new teacher came to your school..they called him "Ash" or Mr. Smith, well he was 36 and was always so sweet and gentle..and he noticed you, the first time someone had really noticed you..but you always blocked him out because you were afraid that it would all start again but he never held back, he was even nicer to you than to the others. Apparently you were his favorite student even though you never did anything.

"Today was another school day...damn...you went to school and smoked a cigarette and had your headphones on and the music really loud and you heard stressed out and once again saw all the Xs on people's faces except for Mr. Smith's..."