I run my hand through my hair, I'm sitting at the edge of the bed looking down at your sleeping form, your hair is still slightly messed up from last night.

Last night... God...

We both know what last night meant, it was a goodbye in many ways... a non verbal one, i know it and you know it.

I lean down as I kiss your bare shoulder, I love you god do I love you... But I guess we're just not ready.... not yet...

I really should be leaving, I should get up right now and pull on my clothes but I just can't when you are lying there looking as perfect and peaceful as you do. I kiss your shoulder a few more times.

You stir awake as I gently push the hair out of your face.

just as beautiful as ever

''I was just about to leave''I whisper as I kiss your shoulder again. I love the feeling of your skin against my lips. It's addictive, I pull away as I stand up as I start to pull on my clothes.

''I love you baby'' I say before walking back as I sit down on the edge of the bed again as I look at you, ''I love you... but we're just not right for each other.... not now atleast'' i whisper my hand coming up as i rest it against your cheek.