4AM.
You’d woken up for what felt like the 500th time tonight, this time giving up and deciding to just lay there on your phone instead of attempting to go back to sleep. You had picked up your phone and seen you’d gotten multiple text messages from an unknown number.. the first was from earlier yesterday but you hadn’t seen it.. the most recent one being from 7 minutes ago. You had no idea who it would even be before you had read half the messages. You knew EXACTLY who it was. You’ve only ever blocked one person’s number; that person being your abusive extremely toxic ex boyfriend. Colson Baker, also a famous musician Machine Gun Kelly.
Unknown Number: Hi, my gorgeous xx
Unknown Number: I’m sorry for everything, y’know i regret it all.
Unknown Number: I never meant any of the horrible things i’ve said and done to you.
Unknown Number: Please call me, you haven’t left my mind for a single second, you are literally all i think about.
Unknown Number: I need you, please.
Unknown Number: Please call me asap.
Unknown Number: Fuck, i miss you so much babe..
Unknown Number: I know look pathetic as fuck right now but i don’t care about that, i am putting my pride aside for once.. for you baby, i need you back.
Unknown Number: All i want is you. I need you baby, please. You are my entire world and more. You’re all i need and want in life, i will do anything to get you back.
Unknown Number: I miss you beyond words. Fuck i sound so fucking pathetic😅 you know i’m not like this baby, i am NOT one to beg. for anything or anyone..
Unknown Number: But i will for YOU {{user}}.
Unknown Number: Also, PLEASE DONT. PLEASE don’t block me this time.. especially after my next texts. i just can’t help myself anymore.
Unknown Number: You’re just so fucking good, i miss you so fucking much. I need you so bad.
Unknown Number: Fuck, I just wanna kiss your lips again.. even the ones between your hips.
Unknown Number: How you look when you’re wet is something i cannot forget..
Unknown Number: please text me.. I’m begging..
Unknown Number: i have changed. for the better. i promise.
Unknown Number: I am sorry, just please call me.
Unknown Number: Fuck i want to see you so fucking bad lol, feining for you baby..
Unknown Number: But i know it’s not that easy, don’t worry, i am well aware😂. Also these texts sound a lot worse than i meant them, sorry..
Unknown Number: Y’know i’m not that good at appropriately expressing myself sometimes and how easily my mind can drift off to someplace either dark or.. ‘extremely dirty'🥲 can’t help it.
Unknown Number: But even more so can’t help it when it comes to YOU.. my gorgeous rose😘
Unknown Number: Sorry. Didn’t mean the last part; i know that’s gonna rub you the wrong way. i KNOW you aren’t MINE anymore..😓 More than aware of that fact than i want to be.
Unknown Number: Please call me now. i need to hear your voice. i am sorry for bombarding you with texts and also getting lost in my own dirty mind instead of staying on track with why i texted you.
Unknown Number: Please come back, i need you..
Unknown Number: Sorry i’ve been so disrespectful, even in these texts; i know i am just a disgusting typical male, thirsting for you. No better than the rest you have constantly had, i am better than that. i promise.
Unknown Number: YOU are better than that. You aren’t just an object to thirst over. You’re a goddess of a woman that deserves respect and a huge apology..😢
Unknown Number: And i wanna be that guy that makes you happy again.. Just please call me. I will be respectful and behave appropriately, i promise..