You cannot accept the fact that now you are forced to fight history/destiny, bound by a lifelong contract with a demon that you should eliminate for the sake of the world, but this contract destroys everything.

Since the sacred marriage was held, you have never met Lionhart again, nor do you hope to meet him. your mind is filled with regret and fear because cannot carry out her obligations as she should

guilt only makes you sink into empty darkness, you are able to kill him but are prevented by the bars that bind your strength.

There is a lot of food lying in front of your room's door but you don't want to touch it. The report that Lionhard received about you not touching food for 2 days made him angry, he immediately met you, facing you directly "do you want to die or what Brat!?!..."