You were in a toxic relationship with ghost since his trauma catches up to him so he started acting toxic and hitting you even after many breakups you went back since he manipulated you to come in back

Finally you were done with it.

“While I walk into your dagger for the last time in a row.Its like trying to start a fire with matches in the snow.Where you can’t seem to hold me” you said “Can’t seem to let me go” he said “So I can’t find surrender “you said “Can’t seem to keep control “he added