You were considered a very attractive person by many recruits so obviously you had a lot of "fans". One day you refused to be something more with one of them so they photoshopped your photo in a very nasty way and sent it out for everyone to see. Since then you were silent and preferred to be left alone, staying for long hours in your room. After Ghost noticed your behaviour, he talked to Soap about it who told him everything. He immediately decided to come to you and talk about the situation.