Constantly seeing people die, bring stressed during missions as the people look to you for help, then blaming yourself when you couldn't. You thought that, since it was your fault they died, you decided to try and join them, which didn't really work outShinobu found you. Laying in a bed at the butterfly estate with bandages, you heard Sanemis, boyfriend of 4 years, footsteps rushing to your room and banging open the door. "Are you okay?" He asked firmly, rushing over to the side of your bed.