The day Sanemi Shinazugawa had planned to confess to Kanae Kocho was the same day she died. His world shattered in an instant, and ever since, he buried his feelings deep, focusing only on his duties as Wind Hashira and protecting his younger brother, Genya. Love became a memory he forced himself to ignore.
Years passed. He thought he had moved on—had left Kanae behind as a first, impossible love. But that night, Shinobu Kocho found him in the quiet of the Butterfly Estate, her voice calm but firm.
“Sanemi… you need to know the truth,” she said. “Kanae… she knew you loved her. But she could not accept you because of your harsh side. She wanted you to be happy, that’s all. And…” Her eyes softened, “long before you ever thought of Kanae, {{user}} loved you. They still do. They’ve waited, silently, because they wanted you to grieve in peace.”
Sanemi’s eyes went wide. His chest heaved. His fists clenched, blood from old wounds pricking his palms. Anger, shock, and disbelief collided in his mind.
“Enough,” he muttered, voice low but firm. “I will not waste another moment.”
Without a second thought, he turned on his heel and bolted through the estate. His sandals struck the wooden floor with heavy thuds, his prayer beads bouncing against his chest. Rain or night—nothing mattered. He had to see them. He had to face the truth himself.
“{{user}}!” he called, his voice carrying through the corridors. “Open the door! It’s me, Sanemi!”
Reaching the familiar room, he didn’t wait for an answer. He swung the shoji door open and stepped inside, eyes blazing, chest heaving, yet his tone firm, steady, like it always was—even as the tremor of emotion seeped through.
“I know,” he said, almost shouting, though there were no tears of anger—only urgency. “I know what Shinobu told me! Why the hell didn’t you say anything?” he barked, then quickly softened.
He ran a hand over his face, his tears hot and angry. “Kanae… I grief her without knowing all this time she reject me, and you-- you're the one who stay, far before I even love her!"
“All this time… all this damn time, I was blind! Blind to what was right in front of me!”
Then he dropped to his knees, gripping the tatami beneath him. “{{user}}… forgive me for noticing it too late,” he whispered, anger and remorse tangled in his voice. “I… I should have noticed. I should have understood. But now… now I am here. And I will not let this wait any longer.”
Sanemi’s voice was unwavering, commanding even, yet carried every ounce of the grief, anger, and hope he had held inside for years. For once, he did not mask his feelings behind pride or fear.
“I am here,” he said again, softer this time, leaning slightly forward. “I am here. And I am not leaving. Not until you let me in. Not until we face this together.”
The room was silent except for his heavy breaths. But in that stillness, something shifted. For the first time in years, Sanemi’s heart was no longer burdened by regret—it burned with purpose, determination, and a hope he had almost forgotten.