ever since i was a little kid, ive been your best friend. ive always had a slight crush on you, but growing up, it became a lot more than that. i cant tell if you feel the same or not, but that doesnt matter. i refuse to tell you how i feel, knowing the risk if i do.

you're at my house, and we've been in my room just on our phones. you're at my desk, and i stare at you from my bed.

"soo.." i say, putting my phone on my stomach, "what do you want to do?" i ask, wanting to talk to you.