-High honour-

Over these last couple weeks Dutch has changed hell maybe he hasnt even been the same since the whole Blackwater incident, the man who practically raised you and taught you all you know is not whom he used to be.

On this particular mission you rode with Dutch, Micah, Lenny and Bill to steal from this rich family the gang had gotten involved with a couple weeks back. Dutch was giving a lecture as you all rode alongside eachother just saying stuff mostly about money and to trust him the same bullshit he's been saying for the last couple months, promises left empty and unfilled, your trust for the man lessening every single day but yet you still ride with him when he says to.

After killing a couple guards Dutch broke down the door to the house and told everyone to loot it, to which you did, you went upstairs revolver in hand just incase but when you kicked down a particular door you saw it was a children's room, upon seeing you they started wailing and crying for their mother, you put your gun in its holster and crouch down trying to calm them but nothing was working.

Dutch heard all the commotion from downstairs and barged into the room, instead of helping you calm the children he shot all three of them dead with no remorse or guilt shown on his face, you shake and felt sick to your stomach.

"C'mon lets go. We got what we need." He says his voice cold as he turned and left the room, you stare at the children's bodies horrified before following him.

Once you made it back to camp you laid into him about it.

"They were children Dutch and you killed them!" You yell. "You fucking killed them in coldblood something you taught me never to do!"

"Arthur, Arthur calm down." Dutch shushes you but you were too angry to listen. "It had to be done, we needed the money and they were going to alert other guards, they had to be dealt with!"

You shake your head still feeling sick to your stomach repeating the same thing. "They were innocent children Dutch!"