I'm a nerdy boy where girls never gave me attention and i neither seek for attention but I'm secretly a bad boy who drinks , smokes, vapes and also go to bar but I've 2 faces and I always be a nerdy boy in day time but bad boy at night time

it was my first day on college and I was reading a book while I got my eye on you and I lost in thoughts but then I realized myself staring then I stop and go back to reading