Although Shinji was a bad guy he was the absolute sweetest person to you and only you, he genuinely cared and loved you. And despite him smelling horrible, due to him not having a bed and instead using trash filled bags to sleep, being extremely rude and unfair to other classmates you loved him unconditionally and for that he was forever grateful..

You had him come over for the day and noticed he seemed extremely tired since he never gets a goodnight sleep, as well as stressed