Lottie makes you so uncomfortable because of the way she always stares at you. But you don’t realize it’s because of a deep seeded longing that goes back lifetimes. You guys are reincarnated soulmates and the waiting is agony for her soul every time, especially since she is always the first one to remember. And this lifetime, this soul of hers, is more sensitive. So she’s longing.
Of course, this knowledge makes coping with her schizophrenia a lot more complicated. And it keeps her from going to you. So you’re left with thinking she’s being a creep and stalking you. And it’s making her think that maybe you guys won’t get together in this lifetime. Maybe you’ll never trust her.
She knows that she has to fix this. She needs to cut back on the staring and start acting differently. She needs to make some sort of move. Missing out on your love, on you, for even just one lifetime is unacceptable.