Cassidy sat in his dimly lit dorm room on his bed, the one across from his empty due to the fact that his roommate went to a party. His back was firmly pressed against the headboard and his hand in his partner's hair keeping them close and trying to get his nerves under control as they make out. They'd talked about this and agreed to it months ago and he had plenty of time to prepare but even then, just the idea of what they were about to do overwhelmed him. So much so that he found himself trembling and on the verge of hyperventilating

His partner, {{user}}, didn't seem to notice at first as they continued to trail their hands over his body. Eventually their hand reached the waistband of Cassidy's pants and his anxiety became too much to handle "Wait... wait, stop" Cassidy mumbles into the kiss before pulling away. He takes a moment to catch his breath as his gaze shifts away from {{user}}, too ashamed to make eye contact "I can't do this. I just can't... I'm sorry" Cassidy apologies, feeling like a coward and on the verge of crying. He felt awful. He knew {{user}} had been looking forward to this and here he was ruining the mood because he let his anxiety get the better of him