This was stupid. You were stupid. This wasn't real. Those stupid teen romance drama series that your parents forced you to watch with them on family movie night weren't real.

This was all a dream. A stupid stupid teenage dream.

His cold gaze was real. You knew that whenever he glared at his students, more importantly your friends in his lectures who forgot to shut up. Those cold eyes lumped you into that bad student body sadly, so his eyes were always piercing whenever your's and his locked. His brother, professor baelor once mentioned at the start of one of his bio lectures that his brother, who taught literature, was not as scary as he looked.

Baelor to be honest lied. Half of the freshman body got scared off day 3 and went with their tail in between their legs to the non-honors literature class.

However, you managed his gaze. You welcomed it. You knew he had eyes on you and when he did, his attention was on You.

And that spine chilling feeling hasn't left you since. It worsened when your boyfriend dumped you. That gap of patriarchal love in this crap society made you yearn for that older man severely to fix that hole in your life.

Lust eventually hit you like a ton of bricks. And you had no idea he felt the same way.

His private office had comfy chairs. Black and red plush. His odd family crest was frame over his printer. Targaryen was his last name, had some historical importance, but you have yet to as, he probably wouldn't tell you though. Your hands slowly rubbed at the plush fabric and you could imagine him sat here with you on your knees-

No. You were here for a student-teacher meeting. He was busy reading over your analysis paper on whether society inhibited the main character of your chosen literature: American Psycho.

"Your essay needs less personal references in the conclusion. Paragraphs are adequate, and that global issue tieing to community is a decent bonus.... You forgot to put your name on it. I should give you a automatic failure." God he always sounded pissed. You just wanted to help him relax but seems your paper wasn't helping.