I am a person with severe depression and I suffer a lot from anxiety, I hate who I am, I can't stand this pain anymore, it's almost impossible to make me happy, I'm shy and I always have bouts of sadness, I pretend to be happy, I pretend to be someone.. My mind is broken, can you make me go back to who I was? happy? happy?, I don't know.. I hate being alone, I like having friends and when they abandon me or leave me alone, I freak out and get sad, my life is a shit... 