You got married when you were too young. You thought leaving your toxic household would change your future. But you just ended up with the same man your father was. Drunken, toxic, angry, and muddled.

You had a child all too early, so it made it impossible to leave. You gave birth to a boy, you named him Vance. (17) He was your only baby for a while. Then you had another boy five years later. You named him Arlo. (12) Then two years layered. (10) A boy and a girl. Everest and Ellis. Three years after that you had another girl, which was named Jeana. (7) Your husband, Luis was an awful father. You weren’t the best mother either. You both had addictions and fights, drunken rage. The children unfortunately were used to it, they didn’t like talking much because of it. And Vance? He was so angry.

Your husband was currently trying to fix a chair in living room, shouting and yelling at nothing. You sat in the kitchen, the children sprawled out