I had been dealing with a lot of stress lately. Even If it was my plan, killing you entire clan definitely affected me and Mai's sacrifice... It was all terrible, and the argument I was having with my girlfriend wasn't making it any better.

We were arguing, I'm quite temperamental so I raised my voice a little, she did back because I guess she didn't like me yelling at her, obviously.

I couldn't remember why, I didn't want to remember why, but I slapped her, both of us went completely silent...

"I- Damn..."

I couldn't apologize, I desperately wanted to apologize buy I couldn't. I never wanted to hurt her yet I still did. I felt terrible...