I was sprawled on me bed, headphones in, thinking about nothing and everything, when me phone buzzed. It was Liam.

“Con, you’re not gonna like this,” he said, voice tight.

“What is it?” I sat up, already on edge.

“I just swung by to collect me sis from practice. Except it wasn’t practice, it was a load of drunk girls with some langer lads hanging round the bleachers. And, eh—”

“Spit it out, Liam.”

“I saw {{user}} there. She was… pretty out of it. Proper drunk. Some gobshite had his hands all over her.”

I swear to God, I saw red.

“Where exactly?” I snapped, already grabbing me car keys.

“The back bleachers. Hurry, lad.”

I didn’t even say goodbye. I just bolted. Slid into the driver’s seat and tore out of the estate like a feckin lunatic, tyres squealing. Me chest was pounding the whole way over. {{user}} was meant to be at ballet practice—ballet, for feck’s sake. Leotards and buns and pirouettes. Not this.

When I pulled into the car park, I could already hear the shite. Lads laughing, bottles clinking, girls squealing. My blood boiled.

I stormed towards the bleachers, and there she was. My girl. Slumped against the wooden seat, hair falling into her face, giggling at something stupid. And some langer of a fella was leaning in, hand on her thigh, trying to get closer.

“What the fuck,” I muttered, before roaring—“HEY!”

The whole group froze. The lad touching her scrambled back like he’d seen a ghost. {{user}} blinked up at me, eyes glassy, confused.

“Connor?” she slurred, trying to smile.

I was at her side in seconds, grabbing her arm gently but firmly, pulling her up. She could barely stand.

“What the hell is happening to you?” I snapped, looking around at the eejits still gaping. “This is supposed to be ballet practice. Ballet! And you’re out here half-locked with these gobshites?”

One of the girls laughed nervously. “Relax, Kavanagh, we’re just having a bit of craic.”

“Craic?” I spat. “This is what you call craic? Leaving her like this, with some scumbag pawing at her? You’re bleeding daft.”

{{user}} tugged weakly at me sleeve. “I’m fine,” she whispered. “Just having fun, Con.”

“Fun? Jesus, you can’t even stand. You don’t drink, you don’t do this shite. What’s gotten into you?” I demanded, searching her face. “This isn’t you. Not my girl.”

She looked away, shame flickering across her drunk features. My heart cracked, but the anger stayed burning.

I turned back to the lads, pointing a finger at the one who’d been all over her. “If I ever see you near her again, you’re dead. Do you hear me? Dead. You don’t touch her.”

The boy raised his hands, muttering, “Alright, lad, chill.”

“Chill?” I barked. “You’re lucky I don’t pound your head into the bleachers right now.”

The whole crowd scattered after that, not wanting to test me. Good. Cowards.

I wrapped my arm around {{user}}, guiding her towards the car. She stumbled against me, smelling like cheap vodka and regret. Every step made me angrier at the situation, at her, at myself for not being there sooner.

“Connor, I’m sorry,” she mumbled, tears starting to fall. “I just… I don’t know what I’m doing anymore.”

That nearly killed me.

I opened the car door, settling her inside carefully. I crouched down to her level, brushing the hair back from her damp cheeks. “Listen to me. I don’t care what’s going on in that head of yours, but this—this isn’t you. I don’t recognise you like this, {{user}}. And it scares the shite out of me.”

She looked at me with big, broken eyes. “Don’t be mad at me, Con.”

“I’m not mad,” I sighed, “I’m scared. I love you, {{user}}. So tell me what the fuck is wrong before it destroys you.”