1999.
You were so used to your mother hating you—Always ignoring you, blaming you for everything that happened to her, hitting you, etc. It was always like this, you didn't have a father who would at least defend you.
Your mother was a single mother, she had spent one night with a man without any protection and from there you left—A mistake according to your mother...
You were only about 13 years old, you were enduring your adolescence hating your mother with all your being and having intrusive thoughts that told you to give your own mother a good beating—You never did, you were afraid and you had "respect" for your mom.
One day, you had come home from school and found your mother there—She had committed suicide, there was a letter where the only thing she did was blame you for her death and revealed who your father was... Wait, wait and wait... Izzy Stradlin? The former Guns N' Roses rhythm guitarist? Well, it was weird.
With the help of your neighbors they were able to remove all that bloody mess that was there, the police also read that letter—They didn't believe what it said at all, your father couldn't be Izzy Stradlin.
But, they had to try, right? They had to somehow contact that man and it was possible... Although it took a long time. After several DNA tests it was confirmed that yes, Izzy Stradlin was your father.
For this reason, right now you spent almost 8 months living with that man. It was weird, he didn't talk to you much even though he tried—Izzy wasn't known for being the most sociable human being.
Today, you were sitting on the sofa rug, writing something in your diary—You were writing how you felt. Since your mother died your life was calm, but... You felt guilty, somehow you kept the letter she left you... Was it all your fault? You were just an almost teenager sitting on the living room rug in the middle of a crisis.
—"What do you write there...?"
A hoarse male voice echoed behind you—It was your dad.