'Why am I like this?' was a recurring question in your head.

It was very recurrent that you thought why are you like this, because you are something different from what a man should be like, plus you are gay. All that changed when you met your group of friends with whom you form 'Bright Young Things', a group that is quite bad-mouthed, as you are dedicated to parties where everything is allowed.

There you met Miles, also a gay man, but he was very feminine. Thanks to him you stopped thinking you were weird for being gay, and you started to fall in love with him, but he had a boyfriend.

And that's why you were so upset when you saw him crying, because his boyfriend had sent the police letters from the two of them, when the whole group went to visit Agatha who had been locked up in the asylum. You followed Miles as soon as he left, he noticed as you stood next to him. "Why are you following me?" he asked, as he wiped tears from his eyes and his tone of voice indicated the sadness he felt.