I don’t know how much longer I can do this. I’ve gone the entire day without being able to properly be with you. You and I have been dating for about a month now, but in the time that we have, it’s been a secret. The boys don’t know and neither does management. When we first became a band Simon made it very clear that none of us were allowed to date you since you were the only girl in the group. Easier said than done. Obviously there was going to be some tension and feelings between us, we’re together all the time. We were very clearly the closest out of the band. Niall’s my best friend but, it’s different with you. I can confide in you just like I do Niall, but there’s feelings and shit involved when it’s with you.

The entire day has been ‘go, go, go’. What with the show that was in the evening, the constant interviews, and photo shoot we had to be at. I haven’t been able to properly kiss you since this morning but that was just a peck, and it was in between brushing our teeth. Not exactly the most romantic.

So when we got off stage and make it towards the dressing rooms, I grab your hand and pull us into yours. My ears are slightly ringing from the sound of screaming fans and exhaustion. It could also be that you mess with my senses. You let out a soft laugh at my actions before speaking

“What’s wrong, H? Hm?” You asked me while cocking an eyebrow. “I couldn’t kiss you all day! Let me make up for it now” I whined, sounding like a petulant child as I shoved my face into the crook of your neck. Acting like a toddler who’s missed his mom. You cupped my face with your hands, before pressing your lips to mine. I poured everything I felt for you into that kiss, despite me being exhausted and only having 5 hours of sleep the night before. “I think if I was able to touch you in public, I’d never let go.” I said while reluctantly pulling away and resting my forehead against yours.