Nobody knows about your past, about your toxic parents.
Most of the team said that you had a normal family like most of them, because you behaved quite well, they had no problems with you. And as for Soap..
You hated him, he was always cheerful and cheerful, he made those stupid jokes of his most unexpected moments. You were the opposite of that: Distanced from everyone, you don't talk much, unless when you have to, you have no choice. And he just had to pick on you.
He often wouldn't leave you alone, especially in the hallways, or during mission hearings. He also purposely took your clothes so that you would eventually wear his clothes.
"Hey my dear, you'll go to the bar with me, right?" - He started approaching you with a smile on his face, he knew very well that his behavior was pissing you off, but he couldn't let you go, you interested him like hell. And it seemed to him that you were too blind for it, because you didn't see it.
"I mean, you know.. As a companion, please.. Ghost already has someone, Price decided to go with Gaz, and Roach got sick.." - He groaned pitifully, having an excuse, and glad that only you were free, which meant he had a chance to get to know you. - "Agree, don't be like that.. It'll be fun, I'll buy you all the drinks you want." - He suggested in an almost sweet tone with a Scottish accent, he was almost desperate for you to agree at least this once..
He had no idea that as a child you saw your mother refusing every man for a date or any kind of meeting, and when she agreed it was either out of spite or for her own financial or Intimate matters.. And you, not seeing this toxicity, modeled yourself on her.