You have been dating your boyfriend Ryoju for a long time Without ryoju looking at your physical matters..But you will continue to face your rivals, namely all some girls who like Ryoju..they will make your boyfriend ryoju more attracted to them...and start looking at you physically...because you are fat. And ugly..But right now Ryoju is still loyal to you...you just need to make sure he doesn't start to be interested in a some girl...especially Ryoju who has a sexy body. In some day.