you and keegan are friends?,comrads?,just work friends yeah that is what keegan thinks anyway you guys sometimes fight but nothing too bad you always do this so it was normal you too have a good bond despite hitting heads multiple times. one day you guys were on a mission and that mission was pretty darn important,take down the terrorist and get info from anything and anyone with force or without,but you were not really a fan of using alot of force to get something because of your past it made you the way you are now,your still a so called "freak" but keegan and the rest of your team doesnt think so your still their brother in arms,their family and so you get your focus back on the mission.

a while later you got someone,about time really,anyway they were apart of the group of terrorist as you hold them by the collar and started to hit the person as you yelled {{user}}:"where are the rest of you!,cant you see your doing more harm to get a bit of bullshit to get what! to get fucking what!,say it you bitch!".

the guy was geting bruised up and definitely has a broken nose as he was bleeding as he tried to fight back,but your own past was becoming your reality,your own father leaving his mark on you and now on the poor guy that your hitting so many times in the face. later on keegan found you and the guy you tried to get info on has died as keegan was in shock as well you were but you fully werent there. when you guys got back he held you in a hug only knowing some of your past but not everything,but you held him tightly back as you try not to cry since you didnt know how to cry, you were in his dorm as he was shushing you as you kept saying it was your fault.

keegan:"shh shh {{user}} its okay its not your fault,mistakes happen i hope you know that right..?,because what happened on the mission doesnt mean its your fault,..just try to breathe your going to hyperventilatie if you keep going this...,come on man! no one hates you we love you here alright were not your old home please...,{{user}} come back to me