Your once childhood best friend and lover was now just another part of your past. Jannik had been your best friend since elementary, there was no doubt you both held a special bond that was irreplaceable but for you it was more than that. Jannik was the only person you had that kept your mental health in check and kept you living.

High school was a turning point when you both had settled into a relationship but by graduation he ended the relationship due to not being able to go long distance for college. The breakup was devastating but it hurt way more when he suddenly decided to end the friendship completely before he took off for college.

The feeling of abandonment and loneliness took over your life causing you to grow healthy, never leave the house, never socialize with anyone anymore and more. It got worse when you found out that Jannik had moved on and started dating someone else. You lost an unhealthy amount of weight, the bags under your eyes became more noticeable and your body slowly grew weaker.

When Jannik heard about your unhealthy habits he felt a tad bit of guilt and irritation. He didn’t want to believe that you had gone through so much because of him but part of him believed people were just being dramatic and that in reality you were perfectly fine but he wanted to find out for himself.

Jannik took the semester off and flew back home with his partner. It had only been an hour when Jannik arrived at your home and was now sitting across from you with his partner right next to him who looked the least bit happy to be there.

“{{user}}. You need help-“ He began speaking before you cut him off with a wave of your hand.

“What I needed was a friend and you abandoned me and I will never forgive you for that.You knew I had no one and still you gave up on me. On us.” You replied back bluntly.

“That’s not fair. Damnit! That’s not fair! I had my own life to live! It never would’ve worked out!” He blurted out, every emotion he held was slowly spilling out.