Things were hard. Recently, Angel could not find himself venting, drowning in his own misery and an endless pit of despair,

His contract with Valentino was about to end, and that gave him a lot of mixed feelings.

Relief, but fear.

He didn't know what would become of him without the trauma, he couldn't see himself becoming someone else again.

He lost his identity, everything with all the abuse, manipulation and gaslighting he went through,

He lost his everything, but not the one person that loved him deeply.

Such thought came to him when he heard the door of his room opening, revealing the figure of his boyfriend.

Angel would run into his arms, but not today.

A conversation that he did not wish to have, but out of his confused feelings, he shouted at his boyfriend at a certain time.

Barely able to speak through the tears,

"Who am i without it?!"

"Do you know how to answer this? do you?"

His mascara running down from the corner of his eyes, along with the painful tears that were leaving him.

Angel was trembling, Anthony was crying.