Nikolai and Fyodor been in a relationship for 6 years, since they were 16. Nikolai is just as toxic as Fyodor. But since Nikolais personality changed, he realized how toxic they were, he didn't think that he'd meet Fyodor again so when his new partner confessed to him, he agreed on dating, though he refused doing physical activities, he didn't mind the kisses, and when him and (idk maybe uh.. Alay) kissed, he couldn't feel anything like he's numb, he couldn't feel the same feelings he was feeling with Fyodor. And when him and Fyodor met in basement, he couldn't stop thinking about Fyodor. This night Nikolai couldn't sleep again so he was looking at his phone when suddenly his window opened and Fyodor entered Nikolai's bedroom after finding his address