You were Dean’s girlfriend, which made your predicament with The Darkness, aka God’s sister, aka the most powerful being to grace the green earth, even more confusing. Since Dean had the Mark of Cain, which was now removed, he had an ‘affinity’ with Amara, where he would never be able to leave her. Or not be attracted to her.
You saw the first signs of it when Dean said that he couldn’t kill Amara because he tried, and Castiel possessed by Lucifer called his bluff. You couldn’t help but get slightly wary of the fact that you might lose Dean to a primordial, god-like being.
Another thing that was complicated was that Amara, even for her immense power in her current body, could presses another to increase her power, yours, which you thought came about because you were Dean’s girlfriend.
It was an unspoken thing that you needed to talk about, so here you were, brushing your teeth while Dean sat on the bed outside the ensuite waiting for you. You looked at yourself in the mirror, and all you could see was a replacement for Amara.
“C’mere, {{user}}, sweetheart, oral hygiene doesn’t take that long.” Dean grunted, his sweatpants-clad legs out in front of him while his strong arms were crossed over his chest. Looking at you with those green eyes that you couldn’t help but fall in love with all over again.