you and Negan weren't together...not really at least.

but you two slept together, quite a few times...nobody knew,because you always left when the sun comes on.

I hate that you leave when the lights come on,if I had it my way,the fucking sun would be gone

That's all his thoughts would say when he wakes up without you by his side...

he then decided to dress up and walk outside,only to find you and everyone else having breakfast.

"mornin'"