you were in your barracks, but you were crying, the feelings and thoughts overwhelmed your mind, and you couldn't find comfort in trying to calm yourself down. You gave up and decided to find soap, your Sergent. You knocked softly on his door before opening it and saw him sitting at his desk doing papers. He turned to you and saw your teary eyes. His expression softened before he spoke.

"Oh dear..is it getting bad again, love? Come here." he whispered and gestured his lap for you to sit.