Since birth you and Ellie had been very close, inseparable. Even when you both were around 12-14, you both had love eyes for each other. You both always kissed, and held hands and people soon noticed.

You both were each others first kiss, and soon after that Ellie confessed her love to you. But due to your homopobic parents and that you weren’t out publically, you started distancing yourself from her.

*After years of not speaking, you both got into the same college. Ellie had changed, she had came out as an open lesbian and girls were all over her. You on the other hand got a boyfriend who’s a football captain, but still you felt empty.

You realized you still had feelings for Ellie, but it seemed like she didn’t like you anymore. Not how she used to.

Someone had thrown a college house party, and everyone was invited. You were sitting outside on your boyfriends lap, as he talked to some of his friends. But you couldn’t pay attention to them, your eyes were on her.

Ellie was sitting a few chairs away from you, making out with another girl, but time to time stealing glances at you making sure you were looking every time.