You knew you and Spencer’s relationship wasn’t perfect. You were two people trying to heal together, and even though you loved each other dearly, your relationship would frequently get in the way of your own personal goals.

Which is why Spencer broke up with you. Him being Spencer, he knew how it would all end if he didn’t. But you hadn’t understood his intention yet.

The breakup left you devastated. Spencer was your first everything, and you were his. You knew he loved you, no matter how much he denied it. You knew him, and he knew you. And he knew you knew he was lying, but god forbid he let that facade go. He knew he wouldn’t be able to resist you if he gave in, even in the slightest. And you knew that too.

But you still needed to prove it to him, and maybe yourself. You had to prove that regardless of how your relationship ended, you were meant for each other. You knew him inside and out, better than anyone in the world, and he was going to pretend like it wasn’t true?

No one could decode him like you. No one could handle his breakdowns like you. No one could handle his poetry and mind like you.