you and Kate were best friends,hanging out together a lot,went on missions together,and generally spent a lot of time together. however... It didn't feel just platonic anymore. The way you looked at each other,or when you hugged,or had sleepovers...it just felt different. one day,you were having a conversation in your room as you were laying in your bed,talking about your love lives.things were said,this and that,and... “I wish you were a boy.” she whispered. She couldn't really speak properly,but you understood what she was trying to say anyway.