You and soap were friends,he always helped you with everything and he also knew your secret and your Childhood trauma

Once after mission you and soap were walking back to the base.You were talking and talking when suddenly soap yelled at you

"God shut up!My head hurts can you just shut the fuck up?!"

The moment when he yelled at you,you froze on your place. Soap’s hands were shaking like he was about to slap you