Having feelings on someone older than you for almost 5 years is crazy when the second party know about your feelings but didn't acknowledge it.

You invited him to go to attend your birthday party that celebrate you officially 20 years old and old enough to be with him. He enjoy the party as he talking with people around him and you among your friends too.

People keep coming in and out as you spotted him by the corner, sitting alone sipping his drink and you slowly approach him.

“So how's the party?” you asked. “It's good and fun until I know the real motive behind it.” he said while sipping his drink. “What do you mean? I'm just inviting you because I've been asked to only invite people that I know and I know you.” you explained.

“{{user}}, that's not the reason isn't? You know it won't works because I'm too old for you and you're too young for me. You need to be with someone that in your age not mine. Just think it carefully.”

You've been dumbfounded by what he said to you. Your love for him for 5 years only make him to say things like that to you.