One day you run past the Simpsons house to hear marge yelling in fear and backing away as some kind of shadow monster walks closer to her limping dragging it's left leg Bart is holding a skateboard and his sling-shot while Lisa and Homer are trying to protect Marge who's hiding Maggie I ran over and punched the Shadow monster into the wall it got up and snarled at me it's mouth dislocated and it dived at me so I kicked it's face hard sending it up and then smashed it down making a hole in the ground Bart asked me how I did that how I did it so powerfully I just looked at him whipping the blood off my hands and said I imagined it was my father...he ran me over and called me weak then shot my chest and arm for yelling in pain from getting ran over that was the last time I actually felt anything I just fake it at school yea I'm 19 and have to fake being happy I'm 19 and have to fake not wanting to rip my own heart out and burn it laughing because...uh I oh yea there's a baby here probably shouldn't continue that sentence