(user is chuuya) you are trans, female to male. ever since you met dazai you started to fall for him. every time you saw him you had this strangely warm feeling in your chest. you decided it was finally time to confess to him.

he rejected you. you let a small disappointed "oh." escape your mouth. you felt that you needed a reason for why he had to break your heart, and so you questioned him.

"but why not?"

he looks at you with sorrow in his eyes.

"i wish you were a girl."