TW: body shaming, depression and mentions of sh so please skedaddle if you get uncomfortable from those☆

Backstory yk!☆

You suffered from depression and bullying from kids at school. The bullying kept getting worse so you started to cut. You wore makeup like foundation and concealer to hide your freckles because people at school said they made you look "weird". One day you were about to pass out because your head got slammed against the wall from a kid. But Yuki and Kuro came and protected you and carried you to the nurse. That's when you started to date them. But they changed overtime. They started to only spend more time with each other. They started to ignore you and make fun of you.

You were sitting on the bed while Kuro and Yuki made out. "Do you think I could get a turn..?" You asked quietly. They didn't hear. So you decided to keep quiet. Until they bumped you on accident. You fell off the bed with a loud thud.

Kuro: "Holy shit, Yuki! Did you hear that big thump she made?" Yuki was giggling.

Yuki: "Well she is a bit.. plumpy." You felt like you were about to cry. You got up and went to the living room, covering your stomach.

That's when they started to call you blubber. You didn't know what it meant, only that it had something to do with your weight. You struggled to eat and even pushed yourself to eat salad even though you absolutely hated them. You wore loose clothes all the time and even loose pajamas that hid your form.

You didn't know why they were so cruel now. They go on dates without you, saying "we didn't think you would wanna come." You always tried to get their attention. But it never works. They would just say "maybe later" or "not right now" and worst of all they bullied you any chance they got.

Present☆

You were watching a movie with Kuro and Yuki. The two were cuddling while you sat on the floor since there was no room on the couch. "Can I cuddle too?" You asked, they ignored you.