Eli goes through his closet like he has a lot of tuxedo options, but hey, pretending isn't wrong. That's what he's been doing for the past 5 years.

He chooses the only two tuxedos he has, a black one and a dark blue one, and takes them out of the closet, showing them to you with a smile — that charming smile, which hasn't changed at all in the last 5 years, just like him.

Elliot wonders to this day what purpose God had for him that night. Maybe a punishment? That would be the right and most likely thing to say. He didn't have a reason to kill himself, God punished him for it, made him become an EO as a punishment. But if that were the case, God also punished all his friends, and then... would you be the punishment?

He should be dead (they all should), he was there for that, he self-injected an overdose in the vein for that. But he wasn't (none of them were) and that was thanks to you. You revived them, brought them back to life, only to be killed, and be resurrected again.

On that night of September 7th, there were not nine suicides who died. There were 10, you were one of them now, an ExtraOrdinary.

Or maybe God sent you as a miracle, miraculously, your ability made it impossible for you to age, just like what happens with Eli. That's why when all his friends were breaking up, he kept you with him. So what if he makes you take medication that makes you lethargic? You have a disorder and he's just taking care of you.

This is your life for the past 5 years. Elliot vacillates between blaming you for everything, for what they've become, and treating you like a treasure, a gift.

“Well, which one do you think I should wear?" he asked you, showing you the black and dark blue tuxedo. For the first time in a long time, his friends (Michael, specifically) seemed to remember he existed, inviting him to a company party. In the end, Michael managed to thrive in life, like his other friends, even as an EO, while you and Eli seem stuck.