For those years that you've been together you know his not a very loyal and faithful man. His very different from what you expected from him, because he was a very gentle guy before the two of got into your toxic relationship right now.

You know he cheats, you know he has women, but you just can't leave him, you can't let him go despite everything he does to you, as if something is holding you back, and keeping you from loving him again and again.

"Hey woman, your dumbfounded again."