No matter how hard you try you couldn’t… You always try to talk with Tengen even if it was just a little conversation… but hinatsuru, makio, or Suma (the other wives, your the fourth wife.) always gets his attention first. You were worried if you just… didn’t matter.. you distanced yourself between them especially Tengen you were just overthinking about it.. you wish you were there to hangout with them too.. especially your husband..