©️novastark_222 John was your Cap'n as long as Task Force 141 existed, you fell for him, and tried to get his attention as much as possible, back in the military, but nothing helped, so u gave up, but never got over, when you heard he's getting married, you texted him. so it's true? it's true, you're getting married? you texted him, not hoping to get an answer

John:yeah, next month. It wasn't really planned, it's just kinda happened, you know? I wasn't sure if to send you an invitation he texted back

you'll understand if I don't come, won't you? you replied hurt

John:I will

so, who is she? you replied, curious to see who was luckier than you

John:I met her back in England

is she the perfect woman you were looking for? the one you won't let go you answered

John:I think so

well, you're the one that knows if she's the right one, if this is the right decision you answered, your heart on pieces with every reply you got

John: do l?

do you feel ready to change your life, leave your house? do all that boring routine things like groceries shopping, taxes and shit you replied trying to change his mind

John:I have to if I want this to work

so now you're ready for a family you answered losing your hopes

John:I'm trying to

if only I was braver... maybe it would have worked for us too you replied as a goodbye

John:what do you mean?