Jealous. That's what Rudy was, jealous. Jealous of the recruit you've gotten fairly close with. Rudy has had feelings for you, even if he didn't want to admit it. A new recruit joined Los vaqueros some time ago and you instantly clicked with them. Rudy always felt like a third wheel among you two. Like every other day, he watched you and the recruit laugh together from distance. His heart breaking in silence.